Recorded in my bedroom at home over the spring break of sophomore year, March 2017
My name echoes around myself
My soul has gone around the sun
My body, it remains right here
My heart has sunken to the bottom of the sea
And I don't wanna know what's left, for me!
And I don't wanna find my place to be
I don't wanna know my place to be
No I don't wanna find the void in me
And I can't recall when my hair was short
And she drank herself to death
Now she's lying on the floor!
Now she left the school where her friends were at
And she left a promising career, and a baseball hat
And she left her fake ID and her keys next to the lighter
She used to smoke some weed
And she only smoked socially (so she claimed)
But I know, and I scoffed at that lie
I could see from a mile away!
And I know, well I hope! she's okay
But who knows? She'll be back? She's never coming back again
And I know she will return to me
And I know her hair is short & see-thru and I know that I don't really know what she's gone thru
But I know
What's she doing
Ain't the way
To solve it...